| well jaz wasnt at school today like she told me she would be...i really wanted her to be there because i miss her soooooooooo much...i never get to talk to her anymore but im not gonna lose her i wont let it happen...she doesnt wanna go to school and thats not ok with me im doing everything i can think of to help her but i can never tell her what im thinking cuz i never get to talk to her anymore...i mean i know its not her fault cuz she has things going on in her life but i just wish that when we DO get a chance to talk she tells me what the hell is going on...im sick of being like the only person thats not in on whats happening...i WANT to help her...i dont want her feeling depressed like she is...i mean i love jaz soooo much i dont know what would happen to me if i lost ANOTHER best friend...i mean it wouldnt happen intentionally but if it does im gonna be sooo upset...well i gotta go i got stuff to think about...
i miss my brother...BUT
I miss Jasmine MORE
i  her |
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| well...2 snowdays in a row thats always fun...dont know what to do...if i should keep my xanga or get rid of it...ill probably keep it just so i can talk to...certain people... well later |
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| NEW PICTURE!!!! COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| what i dont get is when i make it obvious that im giving up no one even notices yet when i want to be by myself those same people STILL dont notice...whats up with that? like today at lunch i sat at a table by myself and all the normal people cept kelley, kara and kevin who had to do lines sat there with me...so weird...i jsut dont know how i can make him see that im giving up...i think its like the more i try to leave the more he realizes its coming and the tighter he holds on but im not even sure if that is whats going on...thats just one of many theories... |
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